New Mexico- 4th of July

2011 spending June in Torrance

My last short I Made for MotifCinema is up and ready for viewing. It gets gory at the end just warning- but I am happy how the lighting and use of the location turned out! Link: Patient E-3745

I am thankful for teachers that helped me be a strange child and parents who tried to help me find my place in the world, I think they were afraid for me. I have lost sight of what my student aid teacher instilled in me as a youth- a thrill that I was different, and celebrated my alienation to the learning curve of the school system. wish I could find her today and let her know how I am doing.

New Script

I wrote a script, readable here. Very open for interoperation- let me hear your ideas of the scene's interpretation.
inspired by the song.
if that is too harsh of a song you can listen to Stephan Moccio

New Year Resolution

No one really keeps their new year resolutions, you'll make it to April tops. I stopped NYR years ago, this doesn't mean I don't set goals, actually I set really big goals around Dec 31. I know what your thinking "well that's a NYR"- but it's not. What I am avoiding is the thought that a new year is possessing some mystical power to make me reach some new objectivity. I don't crutch on such ideas, rather I look at the end of a year instead of a new year. I reflect back on the year and continue, improve, or author goals based on that. The feeling of a new year is refreshing and used as an opportunity NOT a motivation. The motivations come from within me, I do not outsource them to the excitement of a new year that is long pass new once March rolls by.